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ysabet_the_redassignments....
now if only i didn't have stomach pains and a splitting migraine from stress, i might able to get a significant amount of work done.
oh well.
such is life.
if i can get it all finished by tuesday, i'm going to spend the rest of the week playing morrowind. and sunggling steve. And otherwise doing nothing in partiuclar, because i've reached my breaking point, and if i don't get some serious relaxing done, i'm going to break, and it's not going to be pretty.
i'm seriously thinking about giving up uni (again). Is the bit of paper worth all this pain and despair and suffering?
Then again, do i really want to give up now? i'm so close.....so very close to doing it. only one more year....only one. Can I deal with it for just another 12 months?
Do i have that strength, that courage?
That sadism to put myself and my husband through it?
Is it worth it?
Could I live with myself if I didn't go through with it? Would I forgive myself for not being good enough?
I don't know.
I've got 3 months to decide.
now if only i didn't have stomach pains and a splitting migraine from stress, i might able to get a significant amount of work done.
oh well.
such is life.
if i can get it all finished by tuesday, i'm going to spend the rest of the week playing morrowind. and sunggling steve. And otherwise doing nothing in partiuclar, because i've reached my breaking point, and if i don't get some serious relaxing done, i'm going to break, and it's not going to be pretty.
i'm seriously thinking about giving up uni (again). Is the bit of paper worth all this pain and despair and suffering?
Then again, do i really want to give up now? i'm so close.....so very close to doing it. only one more year....only one. Can I deal with it for just another 12 months?
Do i have that strength, that courage?
That sadism to put myself and my husband through it?
Is it worth it?
Could I live with myself if I didn't go through with it? Would I forgive myself for not being good enough?
I don't know.
I've got 3 months to decide.
